ilovebeans!

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we were once so in love.

but things turned out so ugly for both of us. or probably only me.

no matter how bad you treated me, no matter how much things you said abt me that were not true, i still love you.

i dont know why i fell so hard for you. everyone told me it’s just only 2 months, but it seems like 2 years.

i blamed myself for flaring up on that day. if i didnt flare up and be more patient to you, things wouldnt turn out to be this way.

i miss you. i miss your hugs. i miss your kisses. i miss your texts. i miss everything, anything abt you.

the fifth day i locked myself at home, because i dont know how to face human anymore, im so afraid of human now.

i know what i say now, doesnt help anymore, the relationship can never be salvage alr. i feel so hopeless and helpless.

do you really feel happier this way? do you miss me? do you still want me?

whatever it is, takecare of yourself. respect yourself. be safe in whatever you are doing. thanks for teaching me how to give in, how to stay my cool and most importantly, how to surprise ppl to make them happy.

i love you still, VCPL.