September 2010
1 post
lost.
it’s the end, again.
August 2010
1 post
June 2010
8 posts
define love.
what is love? i doubt love.
can love really make someone happy? can love really fulfill everything that we both promise?
someone, pls tell me.
i’ve lost it, all. a person without courage facing love. so how am i suppose to react now? my mind in a whirl now. i no longer know how does it feel to really fall for a person. why is it always just infatuation?
maybe i should just take my leave...
extraordinary girl
thanks for making me to go through whatever i’ve never felt before.
-compromise.
-putting efforts.
-heartbreak.
-numbness.
-countless time of breaking down.
-heartache.
-avoiding.
-let go for you to pursue your own happiness.
-being an actor infront of you but not to anyone else.
May 2010
6 posts
9 most painful things in life
now you know.
vforvanity:
1. Bringing back the feelings you’ve learned to forget. 2. Reminiscing the good times. 3. Trying to hide what you really feel. 4. Loving someone who loves another. 5. Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn’t last. 6. Shielding your heart to love somebody. 7. Loving the person too much. 8. Right love at the wrong moment. 9. Taking the risk to fall in love...
highway to death.
it had been more than 2 days since i slept. oh man! wtf is wrong with my life now? feeling damn fucked-up now. ARGH.
-hands shivering.
-hands sweating like tap water.
-eyes popping out.
-fucked-up zombie face.
KILL ME, PLS. STAB ME. CHOP ME INTO PIECES. BURN ME. BURY ME.
3 days, almost 4 days with my best friend alr. how nice. i am just destorying my fucking life now. (:
(:
hi heartbreaker, how have you been? (:
i hope you are doing fine and continuing your internship.
am moving on very well now. thankyou.
16157.) I am overweight and ugly.
(via blogsecret)
April 2010
1 post
special you
i miss you, VCPL. do you even know it?
i guess not, you are just busy with your new love now. ):
life still moves on, no matter how much i miss you and want to see you so badly, it doesnt matter anymore.
i dont even know will i ever have the courage to fall in love again.
but i wish you best with her……….
just to let you know, i am still here still…..
March 2010
2 posts
“We love but once, for once only are we perfectly equipped for loving.”
– Cyril Connolly (via: elicec) (via quote-book)
18o11o
we were once so in love.
but things turned out so ugly for both of us. or probably only me.
no matter how bad you treated me, no matter how much things you said abt me that were not true, i still love you.
i dont know why i fell so hard for you. everyone told me it’s just only 2 months, but it seems like 2 years.
i blamed myself for flaring up on that day. if i didnt flare up and be more...
December 2009
6 posts
last post for 2oo9.
hi fellows, as what mentioned on the title. this will be my last post for 2oo9. (:
as for 2oo9, what have i done? im thinking real hard. but cant think of anything leh. how ah? brain blocked. HAHA.
whatever it is, im really glad that i have my life back. my life as in, the ppl important in my life. you should know who you guys are. after we had drifted apart for so long, and now it’s all...
“Happiness comes from the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think...”
– Storm Jameson
(via princesskaye)
(via quote-book)
November 2009
5 posts
“What we play is life.”
– Louis Armstrong (via simtan) (via quote-book)
“At the end of the day, there are some things you just can’t help but talk about....”
– Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“A clever person solves a problem. A wise person avoids it.”
– Albert Einstein (via quote-book)
October 2009
19 posts
“A man should choose a friend who is better than himself. There are plenty of...”
– Chinese proverb (via reluctantbuddha) (via quote-book)
beautiful
life has been so good to me. and im coping it very well. thank god.
but i just cant cope my parents nagging at me all day long. -.-
i just hope i get the job tml. (:
money comes in = fun with the great ppl! :D
might be going for massage later! yoohoo!
okay, for now im off for a smoke. tata. (:
“Sometimes people write some things they can’t say.”
– Haley James Scott while talking to Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
i wish
that i could tell you how i am feeling now.
or rather just now in the cab, but the courage isnt there at all.
your actions shows all. that i mentioned abt ____, you think of ____. thanks.
you can say i am unreasonable, that i dont trust you, but you never want to build up my self-esteem with me.
sigh. i know, you still think of ____. i really can feel that.
thankyou. i just feel insecure.
...
reality.
im leaving the house soon.
to see how cruel and lonely this world can be.
goodbye world.
11701.) I smoke because I'm lonely, and I'm lonely...
(via blogsecret)
you just dont know
i felt hurt.
and i am feeling so sad now.
running away.
i want to leave this place as far as i could.
i want to leave this place as much as my hearts wants me to.
i want to leave this place as fast i can.
11295.) I think everyone out there is perfect, but...
(via blogsecret)
lollipop.
currently addicted to lollipop. HA.
because it makes me happy. (:
history repeats?
i dont wish to see you on 7th oct. really.
special day
thanks for the wallet. (:
i wanted this wallet since last year, haha. so is this consider as telepathy? (:
September 2009
8 posts
sleeping is the best way to cure my loneliness.
but think again, i will be drown in my dreams.